Day seven on the patch, still no cigarettes, and I still haven't killed anyone. Have graduated to sleeping without the patch. No nightmares. Still coughing, but less, and not has painful. Have had the worse thoughts, the kind that pops into my head out of the blue: "I'll go buy a pack...". I counter it with "No. I am a non-smoker. I will not spend my money on them." And then I go take a shower.
Need to go buy body lotion. Getting dry skin from all the showers.
Need to go buy body lotion. Getting dry skin from all the showers.
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Date: 2005-03-21 04:28 pm (UTC)Get some *good* stuff.
Hmmmm. Body lotion. Just spread that smooth, creamy stuff around. It'll make your skin go 'Ohhh! Ahhh! Mmm'.
You go girl.
-m
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Date: 2005-03-21 05:48 pm (UTC)You go!
Date: 2005-03-21 07:58 pm (UTC)And get all the pleasure you can out of that body lotion, because, well, because I have a mind both lascivious and lewd, both carnal and crude.
Remember: Sex (even with yourself) can be a substitute for smoking. And if you normally smoke after sex, then don't stop.... (Or the lubrication will help; pick your favourite old joke.)